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My Darling Buds of May.

'I close my eyes and try to peer into the future. On my left, I saw days upon days of lipstick and ticking clocks, dirty looks and quiet whisperings. And burning secrets that just won't ever die away. And on my right, what could I picture? The blue sky, the desert earth, stretching out into the eerie infinity. A beautiful never-ending nothing'

I like coffee and day dreaming about scenarios that would never actually happen. This is a collection of photographs I have taken myself. I sometimes write. But rarely.

Sadness is a blessing
Sadness is a pearl
Sadness is my boyfriend
Oh sadness, I’m your girl

—Sadness is a Blessing, Lykke Li 

Now I am quietly waiting for
the catastrophe of my personality
to seem beautiful again,
and interesting, and modern

Frank O’Hara, Mayakovsky 

So here I am in my black PJs with a whole load of gradual tanner on, smelling weird and watching Mad Men whilst I eat houmous and cucumber. I am in love with Jon Hamm, he reminds me so much Patrick Warburton when he squints. 

Iman Darling :) I read that you are also a Taurus! when is/was your birthday? asked by itshouda

Hey Houda! It was on 22nd April, when was yours? WOO! xx

I’m beginning to hate everyone and everything. 

Sooooo…I made a beauty/life blog. Part of me thinks I will give up after a few lousy posts but I’m going to really give it go this time. Tomorrow I’ll write my first post. 

Look at me making all these plans when I still have an essay to write. 

How can I say hello (and I smiled) at one of the managers at work and he literally looked straight at me, tutted and walked off?! Not the first time, it’s happened like five times now. These bitches need a reality check. WHAT IS HAPPENING TO HUMANITY? Hurry up real job so I can leave this hell hole. 

First time.

First time.

The time I attempted food shopping and ended up stuck at Sainsbury’s because I couldn’t carry all the bags. Damn potatoes.

The time I attempted food shopping and ended up stuck at Sainsbury’s because I couldn’t carry all the bags. Damn potatoes.

My birthday present

My birthday present

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