My Darling Buds of May.

'I close my eyes and try to peer into the future. On my left, I saw days upon days of lipstick and ticking clocks, dirty looks and quiet whisperings. And burning secrets that just won't ever die away. And on my right, what could I picture? The blue sky, the desert earth, stretching out into the eerie infinity. A beautiful never-ending nothing'

I like coffee and day dreaming about scenarios that would never actually happen. I sometimes write. But rarely.

Life.

1) I can’t sleep, because I slept in a very dark and quiet room last night and didn’t wake up until 3pm. And if it wasn’t for my mum talking so loudly on the phone, I doubt I would have woken up. So now it’s 2am and I’m watching My Name Is Earl whilst Keeping Up With The Kardashians uploads. 

2) I have officially finished university. I got a 2:1, thank God! I was soooooo scared. It’s all over now, (graduation in September). I miss Goldsmiths, turning up in the afternoons when my lectures were in the morning. Drinking shit coffee from Loafers, eating Thai Green curry from Thailand across the road. I miss it all :( 

3) So I’m applying for an MA! In English Lit. Maybe go into teaching or publishing…something. 

4) Time is FLYING by. I can’t believe I’m 21, finished university and now I have to do something with my life. It terrifies me. 

5) Morocco soon :) 

6) Anyone who is living in the UK will know how dreadful the summer has been. It’s just pissed down and I even wore a coat the other day. Fingers crossed for a scorching September!

7) My beloved bestie took me to Field Day and then I went to Lovebox the following week.  I had the most amazing time, it was perfect. 

8) I was shaving my leg and tore some skin off, it’s scabby now and I want to peal it off so bad. 

9) I tried to go on a diet, I even got an calorie app and jogged in Hyde Park. Lasted a day, literally. 

10) Raaaaaamadan this week! 

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